Fatigued

There were many happened at once…

Then all are not settled yet.

It makes me really tired.

I feel always busy.

Actually i am chased by time.

But I cannot relax.

Because always busy to think.

Then others, my company always make me stress, even i cannot do anything.

They cannot wait.

We must wait.

They cannot understand me, even we use same language.

Understanding doesn’t matter which language we use.

What is the important?

…

Or i should independent.

I feel now, noone helps me.

I better to ask their help.

Is it true?

It seems that there are no thoughtful.

What is the thoughtful?

…

I understand i must settle everything around me.

Because noone does it.

I shall forget the rubber?

Scheisse.

My friends and parents told me that it was good why i didn’t suffer myself.

It’s true.

How about my mind?

Now I cannot trust others.

It is the biggest problem.

I hate it.

My parents told me that i must trust others, especially around me.

Even i experienced rubber.

I understand. But it’s too difficult.

It is like sick.

I suffered sick from the rubber.

Not my things.

Scheisse.

auf der Erde