My life is ...

It's so boring. It's not interesting, exciting.

I feel bad everyday. There is nothing.

Sometimes I think... I don't need here... I don't need to live more...

But I don't have courage to die myself.

I'm weak and have trifling life.

I can understand why it's so boring.

Because of myself, my character, and my everything.

However I cannot change myself yet...

I always think I don't need in this world,

this area, those people, even my colleague, acquaintances...

I get hard to keep this life...