auf der Erde

The Sakura is budding. However,,, only one… They need winter.. Usually in autumn they sleep. They need to experience cold winter to wake up. How can I do for them…

At morning here. There are very long line of vegetable truck to wait for unloading in Trading post.

Night view of Baguio.

Why are we living on the earth..? What is the purpose of life..? What is differences between human and other animals? … Human’s life is becoming complicated. It’s not only keeping species for next generation, but also we are in human’s community. We must do also for the community. Long time ago, the community is only for family. Then expanding and expanding, like for the neighbors, then hamlet, then nation. We work for the community. It’s a sort of life for human. Now we are on the earth, we can consider whole world in the earth. And also we have a huge number of things for our life. That’s why we must think for our life more complicated. … What can we work for our community. … What I want to do is to creating for the community. Not only products, but also we can create better system, better life, and so on. Even small things I want to create. I noticed that creating is for developing. And creating makes us better life, and make our life having...

I'm working here. Of course, I have to think of the work. I use cellphone. I'm used to be using cellphone for work. Even for others, in private. Sometimes, I'm waiting for texts, or standing by ringtone. It means I'm busy to mind texting or calling. Actually it might not be busy. But My thinking is standing by them. I cannot think of other thing s deeply, always the mind which is mind of ringtone, cut my deep thinking, or concentration. ... It's like poison. I'm sick of text-addict. Even if i try not to think of ringtones, my mind is full by cellphone... It's really mental problem.. I need to independent from cellphone. It's just communication tool. But I might be under the control of the tool... ... It's just a tool, not more and less... It's just a tool..

Oil price is increasing in the world market. But government announced the price keeps price of now. Because of typhoon calamities. If oil price increases, peoples will be harder to live. But gas company cannot afford oil that price. All of oil is imported, and the price is increasing. They will get negative if they sell oil on this price. Then now gas stations in manila are starting to close.And peoples are buying fuel as stock. Government might give the announce for peoples life. But the announcement is wrong I think… They should consider deeply. Not only peoples benefits, but also other benefits in this country and also in the world. I understand we need oil for our life. Then here is special situation now. I think that government could support or assistant for peoples life. not control market. And other things, we must produce our consumes in our country as much as possible. Here, most of consumes are imported. Peoples are working foreign countries. Then ...

Yes, and No, sometimes. Of course I'm human, I cannot say 100%. But at first, I feel the first inspiration, of course. If the person is not extreme strange, I would trust them. But sometimes, I cannot trust one who is too kind or something like that. But even if I doubt them, I also feel not good, always negative. Because, if you doubt someones, the thinking is endless negative. Ich habe schwach kopf. I don't like to think too much. I'll get tired. So I don't think of back of their mind. Even though, I still feel it some. It's already enough for me to think so much. and I prefer direct way. It's really simple and the best way, I think. If I lie, I will ever keep it. I will never show that is lie. So the lying is too heavy for me. I don't want to keep the heaviness. And I cannot hide my feelings. It's good but also bad... ... I'm not good person. I get mad, I doubt, I lie, even I think very ideal things. But also i feel regrets when i did those things...