Do you easily trust someones?

Yes, and No, sometimes.

Of course I'm human, I cannot say 100%.

But at first, I feel the first inspiration, of course.

If the person is not extreme strange, I would trust them.

But sometimes, I cannot trust one who is too kind or something like that.

But even if I doubt them, I also feel not good, always negative.

Because, if you doubt someones, the thinking is endless negative.

Ich habe schwach kopf.

I don't like to think too much. I'll get tired.

So I don't think of back of their mind. Even though,

I still feel it some.

It's already enough for me to think so much.

and I prefer direct way.

It's really simple and the best way, I think.

If I lie, I will ever keep it.

I will never show that is lie.

So the lying is too heavy for me.

I don't want to keep the heaviness.

And I cannot hide my feelings. It's good but also bad...

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I'm not good person. I get mad, I doubt, I lie,

even I think very ideal things.

But also i feel regrets when i did those things.

Even though,I still go on the way...

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Sometimes, I think about Buddhism.

Everything has god in their heart.

It's the way to life better. We pray for food, and don't eat too much.

Because all of the life has god in them.

We must respect also other lives. We are all same life.