Hai de Nai

Last Friday, I was thinking of something...

When I was born, my grand mother was visit the hospital.

And I think my parents was very happy. hahaha

Then when i was growing up, my grand father was expecting my future...

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But now... How am I...?

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I might make unhappy/worrying to them...

Especially last year...

when my grand mother died, I didn't go back Japan for her funeral...

I regret it... Why i didn't go back...

Family must be most important, the priority...

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And also I think that do I have any talent...?

I'm not good to explain myself. not good to make communication. u.s.w...

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Do I make someones happy...?