auf der Erde

I'm working here. Of course, I have to think of the work. I use cellphone. I'm used to be using cellphone for work. Even for others, in private. Sometimes, I'm waiting for texts, or standing by ringtone. It means I'm busy to mind texting or calling. Actually it might not be busy. But My thinking is standing by them. I cannot think of other thing s deeply, always the mind which is mind of ringtone, cut my deep thinking, or concentration. ... It's like poison. I'm sick of text-addict. Even if i try not to think of ringtones, my mind is full by cellphone... It's really mental problem.. I need to independent from cellphone. It's just communication tool. But I might be under the control of the tool... ... It's just a tool, not more and less... It's just a tool..

Oil price is increasing in the world market. But government announced the price keeps price of now. Because of typhoon calamities. If oil price increases, peoples will be harder to live. But gas company cannot afford oil that price. All of oil is imported, and the price is increasing. They will get negative if they sell oil on this price. Then now gas stations in manila are starting to close.And peoples are buying fuel as stock. Government might give the announce for peoples life. But the announcement is wrong I think… They should consider deeply. Not only peoples benefits, but also other benefits in this country and also in the world. I understand we need oil for our life. Then here is special situation now. I think that government could support or assistant for peoples life. not control market. And other things, we must produce our consumes in our country as much as possible. Here, most of consumes are imported. Peoples are working foreign countries. Then ...

Yes, and No, sometimes. Of course I'm human, I cannot say 100%. But at first, I feel the first inspiration, of course. If the person is not extreme strange, I would trust them. But sometimes, I cannot trust one who is too kind or something like that. But even if I doubt them, I also feel not good, always negative. Because, if you doubt someones, the thinking is endless negative. Ich habe schwach kopf. I don't like to think too much. I'll get tired. So I don't think of back of their mind. Even though, I still feel it some. It's already enough for me to think so much. and I prefer direct way. It's really simple and the best way, I think. If I lie, I will ever keep it. I will never show that is lie. So the lying is too heavy for me. I don't want to keep the heaviness. And I cannot hide my feelings. It's good but also bad... ... I'm not good person. I get mad, I doubt, I lie, even I think very ideal things. But also i feel regrets when i did those things...

At last, our municipality will have convenience store, 7 eleven. It is a proof of developed town. hahaha. maybe… It is really convenient. 24 hours opened. But all are quite expensive than others… And here, there are a lot  of  small shops, sali sali store. I have rarely been to 7 eleven in Philippines for more than 2 years. I don’t feel it’s so convenient… Anyway, they decide to open here. Here will become brighter and people gathers here even at night.. Actually…. I wanted them to install chowking… … Why do 7 eleven come here…? This place is little bit far from main place in La Trinidad. You take around 5 minutes from main place. And main place has stores. You can buy most of things there what you can buy at 7 eleven… The merit is only 24 hour opened, I think… Or… Is it not so expensive there compared to sali sali stores? …

It is special biscuit. It is only for emergency of disaster. One piece has more than 200 kcal. But not so sweet. I like the taste… But it’s just biscuit… almost same as ordinary biscuits… Usually, we cannot eat it. because for special.. even we cannot buy it anywhere. However,,, This biscuits is made in Turkey. You might find there… =)