auf der Erde

My friend told me before. He said saving money is equal saving stress. If you get stress, you also get money. If you alleviate stress, your money also go away. On that time, I couldn’t believe it. But now I can understand a little. It’s not really truth, but it’s a part of a truth. Hahaha Now i’m using more money than before. I’m feeling lesser stress. hahaha My stress also going away. Maybe the idea is true. But the other hands, it’s also true that if you are busy, you can save money. It’s not considering about stress. Maybe busy is not same to getting stress… I don’t know about it yet…

I know about Japan and philippines country. and also some other places. I think everywhere in the world has almost same situation. I thought Filipinos working is late and always delay. But when I went manila, the workers are working even after 17:00, sometimes 20:00 or 23:00. They are also hard worker. Of course not everyone. I went GSIS office also. They are too lazy. hahaha... They don't work well, or don't work as normal. It is same in Japan... I hate it. I waste a lot of time in the office. In countryside, province, their time is little bit slow, or really slow. They don't mind it or they mind individually. But for the group, for the total, it is not functioning. I mean even someones are strict for the time, other people's time is slow, so they must allow the others.. I think farmers, too. Most of farmers in Japan are normal farmer. But some farmers are progressing or industrious for agricultural business and technology. Even here in philippines has same situation. ...

Last Friday, I was thinking of something... When I was born, my grand mother was visit the hospital. And I think my parents was very happy. hahaha Then when i was growing up, my grand father was expecting my future... ... But now... How am I...? ... I might make unhappy/worrying to them... Especially last year... when my grand mother died, I didn't go back Japan for her funeral... I regret it... Why i didn't go back... Family must be most important, the priority... ... And also I think that do I have any talent...? I'm not good to explain myself. not good to make communication. u.s.w... ... Do I make someones happy...?

It's really first time that i really don't want to be older... But I cannot do anything... The time doesn't stop, even back. Just it goes on to somewhere. I must follow it... But why was I born on 1981...? Hahaha... Quatch!! It's just fate. Just fate... No others... Just...

Today, 07.September.2009 becomes holiday… Because of the funeral of the leader of a religious group… Then Philippines government announced 07.September would be holiday, on last Friday. What is that? Why do they change to holiday? They make holiday, very easily… I don’t know the person is so important person. But not president, not emperor, not king… This holiday, just good for government employee. They don’t need to work. Just it. Can you believe it? Government often makes special holiday. Unglablich ist es. Scheiße!!! … It might be reason of election next year… Or… I don’t know. However, I just cannot believe government  makes special holiday just the funeral of the leader of a religious group. Maybe I just cannot imagine how important is religion in their life. But It is just one of religions in Philippines… … Anyway, It’s special holiday today.

This black is tar. Today we clean inside of fan. There is a lot of tar... The tar is one of ingredients of tobacco...